i'll keep this short.
for your sake,
and for my own.
i'm not blind.
i can see all the faces
that circle around me,
teasing me like kids on a playground.
so unimpressed it hurts me.
deep inside.
the time has come for
an evaluation of myself.
what has happened,
and what will.
what i want,
and what i need.
those are two very different things,
and it took me a while to understand
that concept.
how silly i can
comprehend difficult
sciences and programs,
but i couldn't grasp that.
i do now, i think.
a weapon for myself.
the first of many,
if i'm lucky.
or unlucky.
i forget which one
is the one i'm after.
i guess that's what happened
to you, too.
i'm going back to the start.
fall in line,
or fall apart.
just bring me with you.
we are not the same.
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