at bedtime.

i had something to say,
but i've forgotten
since those days.
i've got you in the palm
of my hands,
like a child's toy,
but i haven't decided
if i want to play your game.
how can i be sure?
i can no longer
tell the differences
between turtles
and bees.
i can no longer
bring myself
to ask.


you're so close,
yet still so distant.
it's hard to believe,
but i've landed on the sun.
i captured a star,
and i'm bringing it back
for you.
oh, the marvels
within your galaxy eyes.
the painter's lashes.
your awkward manners,
and inabilities.
i can't,
and i won't.



brevity, my darling,
shall be your beheading,
and i shall cast the stones.
i've allowed you into my kingdom,
and you sat upon my throne.
i need an answer,
it's do or die.

we are not the same.