letters.

i want to be clear.
if you were ever
to see into my galaxy,
this is the chance.
it took me a while to
put these words together,
but they will never be
enough.

my name is josh.
i don't eat meat,
by choice.
i'm deficient.
all i ask out of life
is a chance to conquer.
i have a few things to say
to people,
by choice.

to adpi (& wannabe's),
i love you with
everything
i have.
no single person has ever
been there for me as much
as you guys have.
i would give anything
to join your ranks,
but i'm happy i get to
bask in the glow.

to charles,
you are the best.
i never could have
guessed how good you
would have been to me.
you give the greatest advice,
and you judge me when it's necessary.
i look forward to seeing you every day.
thank god for next semester.

to my mother,
i love you.
i never say it enough,
and i apologize.
you are so good at what you do,
and i'm glad i see that now.
i know that whatever problem i have
you'll be there to tell me
it's okay.
please, don't give up on me.
i'll make it one day,
i swear.

to eve & andrew,
i never meant to know you.
i'm happy i do, or did.
if you were inanimate objects,
you would be jetpacks,
propelling me forward.
i can never thank you enough
for the words you spoke.
sorry for ever saying the wrong thing.

and last, but not least.
to charlyemarie,
i love you, bestfriend.
i had you first,
and i intend to have you forever.
what more can be said?


we are not the same.