instincts.

could it be, i'm the only one?
bring me the hero of your story,
and bring me your gun.
i'll hold it forever,
and you become the air.
fickle and strong,
like you're always there.
the sea, your titan.
the sun, you friend.
i told you the beginning,
but this is the end.
i don't care, i wouldn't dare
to fix the twist in you.
you've been here forever,
but i can see right through.
it's all the same.

you told me to hold on,
and i let go.
every day, i look back and know,
all i can do, is breath you in
while i can.
you have become all i am.
i'm happy, you know.
that tiny seed grew.
i told you i'd smile,
and that's what i'll do.
i wouldn't look at me,
if i could see you.
it's all the same.

i wanted more than compromise,
i wanted to see it in your eyes.
i wanted your word that you were proud,
i've lived these days, living in doubt.
now take me away from all i've known,
give me a chance to show i've grown.
i've been around the world over again,
and now i'm looking for another sin.

so maybe i'm a dreamer;
misunderstood and crazy.
flying by,  and it's getting hazy.
i've never walked alone,
and i've been looking to try.
reaching for something more,
and i almost touch the sky.
i wonder if you watch,
i wonder if you see.
i'm trying to become
what you want me to be.
another breath, and i'm done.
another day under the texas sun.
tell me again, what you saw in may.
tomorrow is more than just another day.
it's all the same.

we are not the same.